Sick of crying, tired of trying, yeah i'm smiling, but inside i'm dying....  ever felt like that? Well I have, a few times. And now in a short period, I have felt this for a loong time...  Sick and tired of trying. When you feel like you are been taken for granted, left behind, always a second choice,  well then there is nothing left.. It´s dead and gone.  You are tired of beeing the one who keeps in touch all fucking time, always beeing the positive one, and you are putting up with all the  crap without blinking, what do you do then? When you discover something like this..when you feel unappreciated constantly...